why do people keep starring?
IT'S ONLY A S-K-I-R-T.
do i have to spell it out for you?
i'm a girl, girls are entitled to wearing these things. stop starring! thank you.
went out with rena, jess & grace today.
the stupid i not stupid too was SOLD OUT, for two shows at cine, it woulda been worse at PS. i want to watch! partNERD is gonna watch with someone else! ): SHAHILIA!! haha. i want to watch cheaper by the dozen 2 too, it's got a TERRIBLE rating & won't stay for long. oh & GEISHA! i should just ask des to lend it to me.
i'm looking at my junior's friendster & blog. it had no childlike-ness in it at all? oh, what the heck, i don't bother.
TOMORROW! i wanna go, BADLY.
so far, des, rena, jess, shah are confirmed going. shah, don't ask me about the rest man, haha. i don't even know who exactly is going or wants to go. but i know who's NOT INVITED. tsk! haha. i'm mean? you better shutup. haha.
today my cousin & her family came, jenny also came. rachel was so cute today, she's cute everyday la. joshua was like this bundle of fats that lost some fats. HAHAHA.
went to my uncle & aunty's house yesterday.
i didn't meet esther! ): BOO. junstina & augustine were ADORABLE. justina is from KELLOCK. kellock rocks, ha. augustine tried the curry & he started jumping around, asking for water, haha. he's super hyperactive. at my aunty's house, all of us played BINGO, one dollar per card. the DEALER won okay! like wth? haha, it's screwed. played zoo tycoon fow awhile & then left.
i played ZEUS today, & i'm still tired. :D
is this really,
or am i just overjoyed?
Kayden;
ilu, back at 'cha. (:
partNERD;
let's go watch i not stupid 2. yes, i will change, SOMETIME. change for me? :D i'm lazy la okay. no, actually i'm tired. HA. oh & REPLY!!
Sunday, January 29, 2006
would you hold me tight & not let me go?
would you still stay with me if i was there,
when the mountians come crashing down?
even when i tell you i didn't want you to come?
dearly beloved are you listening?
i can't remember how long it has been.
one year? eleven months? a day? an hour?
nobody's perfect & i stand accused.
"i don't love you", that's my best excuse.
too tired in tragedy, i give up.
and i live this lie,
a millions times to hard i try.
it's been all gone, washed away.
they say it's a new year.
i won't stand ashamed, i won't apologize.
this is when i'm a broken hole.
you can be insane, sweet dreams boy.
in a land of misery, don't believe in me (:
i don't like staying at home. :/ it's BORING, yawn. i want my _____ NOW. i think i'd throw a tantrum if you don't get me _____ ! complain, complain. i have gone to two houses, came back, watched THE ISLAND. oh & gone for mass. i am still bored, so why are we the waiting?
i don't even know where the hell he goes.
Saturday, January 28, 2006
200206 is coming SOON. ): can it not come? I DON'T WANT IT TO COME. i want to sleep through that day. please? someone save kill me.
don't come, DON'T COME.
SHA IS NICE. i still want to know what happened, so that makes me more kpo than you! :D
i don't care if you don't care! the greenday song is rockin' & i love it so. i'm addicted, & its a very long song so yeah. i can just sit here and listen. i have to do my ss later. & then going auntyphilo's house. i don't like the weekends. it just sucks. i watched mr&mrssmith this morning, later played the PIANO. i love my partNERD! you are NOT invisible (:
dearly beloved are you listening?
the space between insane & insecure/
Friday, January 27, 2006
maybe one day you & me will have one more shot, but that MAYBE won't happen, beacuse i know. i've began to move on.i don't know you anymore.
you've changed, in more ways than one.
couldn't you please just TRY?
i didn't ask for much.
you asked me for a lifetime-
NEVER EVER should i forget.
i haven't, & i give up.
i really, really give up
you won't even say anymore,
one simple pathethic HELLO.
it seemed like i wasn't there,
it seemed like all the others were.
when THEY weren't there,
you suddeny became FRIENDLY again.
why? what's RIGHT with you?
i cannot tell apart you from a stranger
one more time, again & again.
i really can't take it anymore.
i'm sorry, i'm really sorry.
i never got a thank you,
but i still owe you for that movie.
yeah, i know, you'd forgotten.
i wasn't that important
i was NEVER there.
i am not a nerd, as said by my SPOKESWOMAN, fengchengcheng (: heehee. i do not study & i don't bother doing my work, so shutup, HAHA. i only just watch too much tv, i watch DISCOVERY CHANNEL & NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC CHANNELS OKAY! that's why i'm so smart. hahaha, no lar. i'm just NATURALLY SMART. haha. just kidding (: i love isabel as much you love me. :D today sha was back. this post is for HER okay? because it's called partNERD! plus, today was sorta boring. i can't wait for TUESDAY! with much love. i think i'll watch mr&mrssmith later? i don't know. i'm watching cheaper by the dozen two on tuesday with them! <3 and then later, maybe i'll watch MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA! that'd be great. watching nc16 shows at home. HAHA, sound wrong but, i've watched RA. & it's not even RA. it's more like NC. the rating is freakingly high can? lil monster came for the cny celebrations today. went to tuition with PAN. she was in her uni, & i was like, in outside clothes with everyone STARRING. oh & SHA, some of the messages were replied by her. haha, because she read my inbox & replied. HAHAHA, nonsense la RACHELPEE. i mock your name. ;D & i AM smarter than you. i SHOULD be in crescent.
I WISHED YOU NEVER CAME.
I WISH YOUR ONLY A MEMORY
YOU FORGOT ABOUT US, dammit.
Thursday, January 26, 2006
SHA wasn't here today ): because she didn't want to come. she slept like ALOT okay. i was on the phont with her from the time house practice ended till the time i reached the door of my house. atheena asked me how come sam & i were like SUDDENLY bestfriends. HAHAHA, we were, i hope we still are! :D today's house practice was BRUTAL! four people stepped on my leg, & the skin is like, all torn & DEAD. the first person TORE my skin when she stepped on my foot & then like three or four other people just STEPPED ON IT LATER ): either way, MY TEAM WAS SECOND! :D they made me play every game. but sam took over me halfway in the semis. i was WAY tired, so i went to the watercooler. & when i came back, we had to shoot into the goalpost from the middle of the hardcourt, & they made ME do it, together with elsa & some girl, i don't know her. HEE. then i was sort of LUCKY & it went it, elsa was lucky too, but the other girl wasn't. so yeah, they wouldn't stop calling me star player, ike WTH!! i'm not. hahaha, who cares. my team NOONE had played soccer before & we got second. haha, that's GREAT. so yes, i love ISABEL. thankyou (:
There's no wonder why
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
haha, I HEARD NICK PLAY THE GITUAR & SING. (: the just finished the song shape of my heart. it's so nice. i've been listening for about an hour & practically typing out everything.
BACKSTREET'SBACK! HAHA. (: THERE'S THIS SONG, I CAN'T REMEMBER THE SONG. it's called don't want you back! IT'S SO NICE. i want to go there! NOW! too bad i can't. they're like changing at the back now. so don't want you back is playing. IT'S SO NICE. wileen & shah are recording now. i think they just came back out. YES, THEY'RE OUT. it's confirmed (: it's the song ICAN'THEARWHAT. haha.
now i'm calling wileen. haha, it is playing i'll be the one. HAHAHA. there's like a reception problem! ): so yeah, ringing. DAMN. waiting & waiting. aiyer, nevermind la. at least i got to hear ONE HOUR of songs. haha. OH!!!! THEY'RE PLAYING I STILL. I'M SO HAPPY. (:
I'M A HAPPY HAPPY PERSON. HAHA. I STILL NEED YOU, I STILL CARE ABOUT YOU. THE WAY EVERYTHING'S BEEN SAID & DONE. I STILL FEEL YOU, LIKE I'M RIGHT BESIDER YOU. THERE'S STILL NO WORD FROM YOU! (:
oh no, i've got to hang up. WHO CARES. (:
THE CONCERT IS LIKE JUST STARTING. THE LIGHTS ARE DIMMED. & I'M HEARING EVERYTHING THAT'S HAPPENING. HAHAHA (: THANK YOU TO WILEEN & KATRINA WHO ARE RECORDING THAT FOR ME. I'M SUPER TOUCHED! (: I CAN HEAR LOTS OF SCREAMING & BACKGROUND MUSIC.
THEY HAVE COME OUT!!!!!!! :DD
it's been a year since the legal thing started! (: so yes, ONE YEAR! :D later i'm gonna irritate them while they're at the concert and listen to backstreetboys sing! (: how lovely. it's in three hours. the last time i heard shahilia on her countdown was four hours and fourtyfive minutes. today was the best day of janurary so far!
in the morning, had bio. mswong wasn't here, so we did worksheets. msphee was the relief teacher. next was chinese, i was messaging. so yeah, i didn't really bother! HAHAHA. then it was math, i was sitting next to SHA & she wouldn't stop calling me a nerd, but yeah. it was kinda boring, but fun since i was sitting next to SHA, & i got her to draw a smile on my right wrist. then later recess was with the BUNCH again (: i love them okay! nic was- as usual, rushing ith her homework. then i went for geog, it was quite okay. we had to draw CLOUDS & shahilia couldn't draw her's very well. HAHAHA. then went for lit. it was quite okay! THANKFULLY :DD then went for amath, mrpoon made me do the question. in the end i managed to get the answer so yeah, I DID IT! haha. SHA should stop calling me a nerd, partNERD. (: then had lunchbreak. after the lunchbreak was ss. those people who failed the test had to either SING, CLEAN or WRITE THEIR NAME WITH THEIR ASS. so shah & i were like, if we fail, we'll sing BSB! EVERYBODY YEAH, YEAH YEAH. & we started singing. haha. then mdmzuraida said don't know what & we couldn't stop laughing. it was HILARIOUS. then mdmzuraida was like, we need some sound effects, for her to announce who had failed. then everyone did the drumroll. & then, sophia, joy & char CAME INTO THE CLASS. & they were like O_O HAHAHAHA. it was so funny (: then later people sang, SHA shook her ass man! haha. she complains she isn't experienced in THAT, that's why she did the A like THAT. haha. cabbed to tiong with wileen to top up my card. because mrpoon cancelled math! YAY. after topping up my card, i accompanied wileen to buy her markers at popular. then i saw this girl, she looked DAMN familiar, i went CHOONGYEE?! & she turned around. haha, i met choongyee! i have no idea how long it has been since i last saw her. (: then she went down with her friends. wileen & i bought her the BARBIE book. so now she has to read it to me, & there's 25 "chapters". i couldn't reach choongyee on her phone! it was OFF. rahh, so we went downstairs. & then we saw CHOONGYEE again. so we passed the book to her. said bye to them, & steph, atheena, marissa & foongchin. we took a cab back. THANKS WILEEN :DD
oh, & i saw this girl from kellock, CLARA. my year's buddy sister year. (: she smiled at me. i'm suprised she recognised me, so i smiled back. then she was like looking at me. haha. so cute (:
every time he’d said he was proud, every time he said he loved her, it was a lie, he had made her life a lie, and she hated him for that. but one thing she knew, from now on, if he ever came back he would not, could not ever hurt her again.
Monday, January 23, 2006
they're arriving in arbout ten mintues.
BACKSTRET'S BACK ALRIGHT! (:
Sunday, January 22, 2006
1) when everyone's happy.
2) THE SWEET WSEET WORDS! ;D
3) one more shot (:
4) those crazy lame jokes!
5) RECESS PERIODS with THEM!
6) my brother, he's LAME (:
7) barcardi&coke. HAHAHA.
S E 7 E N Ways to Win my Heart:
1) don't do stupid things.
2) don't smoke. GOT IT? haha.
3) buy me a bottle of VODKA!
4) not too much of colonge/purfume.
5) be NICE! ;D
6) don't bully me.
7) I'M NOT FAT! haha.
S E 7 E N Things I Believe In:
1) i'm NOT fat. :D
2) miracles (:
3) STARS STARS STARS!
4) forever has an end.
5) maybe one day, one more shot
6) taking PHOTOS. haha!
7) memories don't die, they FADE.
S E 7 E N Things I'm Afraid Of:
1) heights?
2) the dark?
3) GHOSTS?
4) dying.
5) going to hospitals
6) UFOs, one ufo in particular.
7) FREAKY PEOPLE!
S E 7 E N Things I Do Everyday:
1) brush my TEETH.
2) i bathe.
3) change my clothes
4) CHECK MY CELL.
5) stare out of the window
6) think, & think.
7) listen to music.
S E 7 E N People I Want to See Right Now:
1) CHENGCHENG
2) DESIREE
3) NATASHA
4) didi? alr saw di just now.
5) GOLDSPINK ;D
6) bsb, they're reaching TOMORROW!
7) frankvin!!
S E 7 E N People who should also do this:
1) NATASHA. haha
2) SHAHILIA. HA!
3) gen
4) sam
5) ANYONE.
6) des
7) rena.
a photo, that's all i ask.
WHEN YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU LOVED ME, WERE THOSE JUST WORDS?
it's two more days, to year one. i hope i'll see you in my lifetime, at least once- it's really sad when i've never seen your face, but yet i've seen it many times. so many times- i can pick you out if you were in a crowd, right beside me. or you may just be far away. i'll know your there. thanks for talking it through with me. i love you (: FRIEND!
take away the sensation inside. bittersweet migraine in my head, it's like a throbbing toothache, of the mind. i can't take this feeling anymore- out of body and out of mind. kiss the demons out of my dreams, i get the funny feeling and that's alright. jimmy says it's better than here. drain the pressure from the swelling, this sensations overwhelming, give me a long kiss goodnight, and everything will be alright, tell me that I won't feel a thing.
give me novacaine.
i got damn depressed just now ): i actually broke down. rahh. what to do for cath man, it's gonna suck. this year is shitassed. i can't even go tomorrow. what's the point of counting down then? fack.
Saturday, January 21, 2006
i don't know why i'm so tired. jonathan said i slept for two & a half hours just now, after a FULL sleep. oh man!
i'm gonna rip it off later so that no one will see that. i won't let anyone see that. i should just burn it, but i don't know where to. soi'll just throw it away! :D & noone will ever see that again. woohoo. i told cheng, indirectly. she doesn't know who. you won't want to know who.
my hand is on the trigger
i'm ready to ignite
tomorrow night might not make it
but everything's alright.
mental fiction follows me
show me what it's like to be set free
Friday, January 20, 2006
for as long as i shall take-
i will testify the love (:
discovering the lights while
HOLDING YOUR HAND :DD
because you are- so beautiful
today was shitassed, actually only during lit, during recess everyone was talking nonsense & i felt alot better (: stupid asshole made me finish my work & i skipped recess. rahh. marcella didn't come to school, she had sore eye. so most of the day was spent with sha, gen, shah & sam. it was fun sitting next to sha during lit. but after that was @#%*)_^ okay. i was so pissed. i was swearing, that's bad. that's not a normal thing for me to do nowadays. i've stopped for awhile. then just now it just ERUPTED. went home, bathed & then went pan's house. LUCKY is so cute (: he can just follow me everywhere, can i feed him? haha. pan refuses to feed lucky, mean mean owner. haha, not. pan kept hitting me during tuition. so i wrote on her arm, ITCH. & then later i wrote scratch my itch. HAHAHA (: & they fetched me home :D
Thursday, January 19, 2006
english lessons building the HOUSE OF NEWSPAPER with gen, sha & shah was super fun (: couldn't stop laughing. i think the number five is better, but hell. at least we enjoyed ourselves! i shall shutup when sha tells me to shutup- if i want to (:
she says i keep making her laugh. so yeah- if i talk, she laughs. if i stop talking, she still laughs. how like that? haha. up there a bit screw loose alr. HAHAHAHA. sha, if your reading this, don't kill me. i'll err. STOP TALKING. hahaha (:
noone else would know,
what it feels like holding your hand;
seeing you get ready for shower.
because i've done that before.
you know my secrets
and you have told me yours
i wish i could just sit here
and stare at you; forever
<3
and four days later, there was no homework. (: no homework today, yesyesyes! tomorrow there's tuition & i didn't bring home my amath! aiyer, stupid la i hope tomorrow i will pass poon's classroom, or else i'll just em- borrow pan's book :D smart right? hahaha. anyway there's american idol in an hour. that's on star world. everyone else is watching it on channel five.
today was shitass, but not as bad as the previous days. i had to collect money for bio, which was freaking irritating, stupid people kept giving me money while i was collecting the bio books. like ASDFGHJKL ?! mswong "scolded" them, it was more like a reminder, okay nvm. had a fun time in recess, i love RECESS :D thanks to the whole bunch, to those who were there. not to just anyone (: you know what i mean. haha. i love the eminem song, WHEN I'M GONE. especially the part shady's rockabye baby. it's nice okay, you love it too. i know that. ryan cabrera's PHOTO is nice too. the first part is like. AIYAR, nevermind. ): i wish i could just tell you okay. too bad there's so many. anyway, back to school happenings. CME WAS NOISY. des, rena, nic, foongchin, lyanne & lim singh got caught for talking too much by _________. so they had to pick up litter in the end, haha. what a stupid punishment. took the bus with des, rena, resa, nic & whoever else was there. there were EXPLICIT scenes, so yeah. it's rated PG. hahaha.
a photo can say a thousand things
but i can't say the million things i wanna say.
a photo can capture the way we were;
but it can't capture the way we are
because your far away
we just somehow drifted, & i'm mad at myself for letting me be so far ): could i just have you back in my arms again?
take these feelings away.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
six more days. i didn't like today. everywhere i read in blogs- they all hated the day in school in their last post. des didn't come today- because she was sick & tired, lucky shit. i wish i could just stay home too ): i went home with resa, met shuwen on the bus (: oh, & des came to school to COLLECT her homework. O_O CRAZY. i got the EFL photos; i had long hair back then. the army shorts looked so high on me, but they were like at the hip? HAHAHA. okay- nonsense. nevermind. *%$(@ taked to me today, dammit. i do pay attention ):
i don't feel so good. it still hasn't occoured to me that he's gone, forever. i wish he wasn't. it's gonna be wierd not seeing him around anymore.
Monday, January 16, 2006
i can see it in your eyes, the way things have gone- the sudden attention. those eyes were bloodshot, not just odinary, but special. Hurt in a beautiful manner. just let it out, time will make you stronger.
let me see those tears you hide. boy, i'll be your friend.
i've got a sore throat ): the wake last night was damn sad, i nearly cried. but i didn't want to- because they're already so sad. so yeah, i just held it back. i couldn't get a good sleep. i'm so tired today. i don't like rena's other bf. haha. she has two. but they're not her bfs. so yeah, i don't like the OTHER one. stupid asshole, keeps picking on me. anyway- went for class. i argued with my teacher that organ was easier than panio. HAHAHA. i argued with my teacher. hahaha, stupid la. anyway- i'm sleepy. there's nothing on tv today, TOMORROW THERE'S THE OC, or something like that.
i wish i could have made it tonight
i hate leaving you alone.
Sunday, January 15, 2006
i had cath today, as usual. i sat inbetween joachim & charissa. then annelui asked us to get into pairs. the both of them wanted to split me in half! like @#$%^&* haha. so in the end charissa decided to go with mathias as he had no partner so i partnered joachim. then charissa was jealous, haha no la. its like everytime joachim & i talk she'll either say WHY NEVER TELL ME or give that YOU ARH face. because joachim & i were talking about something la. SOMETHING. & that something cannot tell her. so yeah, she wanted to know. later went for mass at SCH(sacred heart church) haha, i think thats the name. then went to lunch, on the way called jonathan. & he told me camillus's dad passed away like JUST ONLY. i was in shock la. until now still. that was at like twleve something. then got this one time where his dad & i greeted each other- that kept replaying over in my mind. & i still can't believe it. it's shocking, & sad. i don't know what to say later- if i go for the wake.
i'll remember you.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
happy birthday frankie (: your SEVENTEEN now, it's been a year, minus ten days since frankvin was legal.
TEN MORE DAYS (:
goldspink, career? AHHH (: i can't wait. greyology inc!
wednesday. we ran eight times up the dammed slope for pe, i really miss our old discapline teacher ): why did he have to transfer out to teach in prisons? ): yeah, i do miss last year. but i can't change anything. so i'll just have to deal with it. cca was cancelled! :D i can't skip cca anymore, dammit. my teacher's are my cca teachers.
thursday. now i know why they all transferred out. thursday was boring la, i had no homework excapt for the previous day's math homework which was due on monday & i didn't know how to do it. so i asked michael. thanks again, uncle. (: OH & i got nearly found out, oh man! freaky.
friday. i refuse to say anything else about school, its like everyday we will go see msyew & complain to her, oh man. i miss her classes ): i hope we have a "reunion". after school wileen, shah, mikella & i cabbed to greatworld. bought breadtalk & kitkat. then wileen & i went off. because we had to go elsewhere. took a bus to town & then a mrt to tuition, waited for pan. then we went up. it was so tiring today. clarissa was there. sri & her cousin had just left. pan's father fetched me home, XIEXIENI (: took pictures on the way back. i want tuition again! :D
saturday. i finished my english REFLECTIONS. waiting for hamster cage to dry up. then i'll do my math corections after that (:
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
its only early in the morning, but the chills have already set in. what if i dissapoint you, or let you down? the sun's out. but the curtian's closed & the air is still. silence, is all i can hear. i sit, cold & numb. looking at all the past photos, i wish last year would come around again somehow. my fingertips have turned icy. with each touch the chills become more visible. it's gonna be a cold cold night.
there's homework to be done! english, the FASHion & don't know what other stuff. there's math- one question left from the worksheet. i can't remember. there's biology practical. i don't think there's anything else- is there? i hope i get to install my SIMS2 all over & create the weaver family all over. i'll eventually forget about rolly. but i think he's hot, still. haha! oh yes, there's oprah at one, some mtv show at two. the oc at eight tonight, it's gonna be a busy day! :D
goodbye my lover
Monday, January 09, 2006
Pinch me, is this real? I’m on a one way ticket out of loserville. Now I’m off the social flat line. Things are so good that I’m taking down my star trek shrine. & you’re more than just my valentine; You’re my ticket outta loserville.
Can't you help me as I'm starting to burn. Too many doses & I'm starting to get an attraction. My confidence is leaving me on my own. No one can save me & you know I don't want the attention. So sorry you're not here. I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear. Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.
i banged my head on the tvmobile after laughing too much. i'm so sleepy, i need to rest. why can't i always accpet all my testimonials ): someone bring me some food please. mcdigestives are so good, i eat them on their own i'm like sleepy sleepy. i don't want to go later. RAHH ):
There's no wonder why
Sunday, January 08, 2006
went for the first lesson of cath. it ended late as usual. was listening to ipodnano during lesson, my di's one. kinda boring la. then went for mass at scared heart church. did my chinese compos. jiejie came over. yeah. now it's night. & i need to tell pan something man. where is she?!
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm staring at the moon thinking
We got too serious too soon
Saturday, January 07, 2006
*ALL NAMES CHANGED, SORRY
i finished my math homework, i intend to do my lit after this, & then chinese, BOO. went to town around two, met Hannah. & then Ray came. after that Nathan came. i used nathan's name bcause of OTH la, haha. so we walked around. & then something happened, i got angry & ran off. Hannah called me to come back, & Nathan kept calling my phone, trying to find me, so i switched my phone off. then later i walked back- IN THE RAIN. so found Nathan. Nathan & Hannah were kinda angry. Ray & I were like in between. So in the end I went to Hereen. Walked all the way there in the rain. What was i thinking. & then went to disturb Lyanne. Cabbed home in a LIMO taxi with those two. can't say who. :/
Friday, January 06, 2006
we are the cartoon heros, whoa oh oh. (: what happend to aqua ar? tomorrow i'm going out with my sister. as my twin, she is also my sister. now stop it, she IS my sister, don't tell me i never told you. it's you never read my blog. dreamstreet is cute, but stupid & cute at the same time. jmac, he's cute. & the other guy. the one the girl gave her band to, but the guy who reminds me of mark reed, he's stupid. & gay. okay, maybe not. dreamstreet. i wonder who that band guy is, but the girls aren't pretty. so tonight i'll be JUST ON DREAMSTREET (: pray i get there okay, its so gay & cool. i want to meet kayden's GUY classmates, they sound hot. hahaha, i mean cool. aiyer, you better not think i'm like bung, or i'll just KILL murder you. (: so beware yeah. i like bat country, the song by avenge sevenfold. the video is so hot, the main guy is like SEDUCTIVE. one of the gituarists looks like dougie. alot of people look like dougie, why? because i don't know their names. people shouldn't rebond their hair, it makes them look like a chaoahlian, & i'm not kidding. those who wear short short skirts, meaning above midthigh, hahaha, i'm laughing at you because you legs look like fat pork chops, they remind me of ufo's. YUCK! so yeah, i don't want to see them, unless your wearing shorts that is, so stop telling me your skirt is short when it actually is a mini or micro-mini. to me it's called FUGLY. & your shirts are another thing. they're either too skimpy, or they're super tight, if you can to wear those kind of clothes, stop complaining you look fat, like duh. you WILL look fat, stupid. mer & her cousin are fun fun fun to talk to, & no i'm not. hahaha.
discovering a life, holding your hand ;
i bathed before tuition. with STRAWBERRY. i feel so strawwberrish. haha. school was funner today. i couldn't understand a single thing the chinese teacher said okay, she was to chim. i was so blur, laughing at EVERYTHING she said, hehh. desiree was being a perv today. i told her she should wait until she's FIFTEEN. hahaha. i went for tuition. i mentioned that already right? haha. tuition was crazy. talked to clarissa, i think that's the way her name is spelt. so now there's a charissa & there's a clarissa. she's pm's friend. i shall go find her on friendster & add her. my SISTER & i are looking for bestie now, where is bestie? BESTIE! actually sister's bestie. but bestie is an idiot becuase, according to cheng's theory, shorter people have less space for brains. HAHAHA, nonsense, you idiot (:
There's no wonder why
Thursday, January 05, 2006
i don't want to finish my chinese compo ): how i wish my pm was here. i miss her, alot. today was nosier than the first two days, but nothing compared to twoCLARE. i miss twoclare. two & a half compos to go, in chinese. tomorrow there's math tuition. & i'm gonna have to read my geog book on the way to school. i have to somehow finish the other half compo first. haha. i hope i get to see my pm tomorrow, it's been about three months or so? the rocket thing today was kinda cool, the rocket flew so high. oh, & after recess, i said hi to some girl who was from chursh & ran away. HAHAHA. i think i've gone mad.
yesterday, ms phee or someone said some joke. & only the twoclare'05 part of the class laughed, the rest of them were starring at us! OMG. haha.
thanks rena, for the lovely HUGE green pencil.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
shut up, just kiss me.
HAHAHA ! alex polstra is hot (: mr sng, ms noreen ng, ms mak & kim are all GONE. gone i tell you ): i miss like only half of them but. there are wierd people in my class. there's this one who talks & acts really seductively, which is SCARY. she was like O_O! scary. ufo is nothing compared to her. can i switch classes? please. pm, i want the people in your school! the people in your supposed to be class are. WIERD. actually only a few of them- but still? either way, i sould be getting sleep. it's like at night & i only slept two hours last night. damn.
school was BORING. ): i miss 2C. i miss my pm. i miss the rest who are in different class. it seems like recess is the only fun period. because they're all there.
i won't forget you, i promise (:
Monday, January 02, 2006
i bought my GREEN bag. GREEN GREEN GREEN. i'm still going crazy over it. haha (: school starts tomorrow, how how? i don't want school to start. I HOPE I CAN WAKE UP! all the things i hate, bullet for my valentine.
There's no wonder why
Sunday, January 01, 2006
happy new year, although its not really happy. last night was at dan's house. was either in dan's room of kim & didi's room the whole time. dan's gonna have to get a locker man, er bag is like- SMALL. haha. oh, & she met ms koh. i was like O_O wth. anyway, i nought my GREEN bag!! ;D it's all mine now, MINE.
There's no wonder why